Dear JR I wanted to tell you how much you mean to me, how much I have cried and laughed during you 9 1/2 years of life. You are so many things.
We moved into Garden Pond, next door to your parents and sisters in Aprill 1998. I knew no one in SC. Your mom became my first and greatest friend in SC. The following month I found out I was pregnant. I said to your mom " You should have a baby, too, so we can be pregnant together!" She said she was too old! The following month she came over to tell me she was pregnant! She was excited. Even more so when she found out that she was having a boy-You! Danielle was born on Jan. 14. Three weeks later on Feb.8th, you were born. You were so little and handsome!
YOU ARE JOSHUA RUEL LIPAT!
When you were 6 weeks old, your mom asked if I could keep you and Eunice a few days a week. I accepted. At first you cried a lot! I would hold you and sing to you or just hug you and tell you it will be alright. You were very young when you developed the skin, asthma and allergies. You would scratch your your skin so raw that it would ooze. I would pray for you every night. Your mom, dad, and Ivy did what they could to make you comfortable-baths,lotions,breathing treatments. I remember your dad telling me he was taking a a week off work to a doctor to help you. He askin for our prayers for you. You still managed to be a smiling little boy when you were physically hurting.
YOU ARE LIKE JOB IN THE BIBLE, PATIENT!
We watch you and Danielle crawl, walk, and talk. It warmed my heart when you learned to say " I Love you, Ms. Debbie."
YOU ARE A COMFORTER!
Luz told me that you started including me in your prayers at bedtime.
YOU ARE A PRAYER WARRIOR!
You taught my family some tagalog. Cockroach is an ipis, mother is eni, Danielle still uses ipis when she sees one.
YOU ARE A TEACHER!
You were always creative. One time you and Danielle cut each others hair. After both of you getting in trouble, I took a picture of you two sporting your new haircuts with huge grins.
YOU ARE CREATIVE!
When we built a workshop in our backyard, Ruel helped. Of course you were right there indently watching. During the construction, you would ask Dan several times, " Mr. Dan is that for my and Danielle to live in?" You two were best pals.
YOU ARE A COMEDIAN!
When you started 4 year old kindergarten, you said how much you missed Danielle and you wish she could go with you. Danielle finally went to the morning class, while you were in the afternoon class. Sometimes your mom would bring you over while Danielle was in school to just to visit with me. One day you asked me, "Will you be my other mother?"
YOU ARE AN ENCOURAGER!
The Lipat and Dreher celebrated many birthdays, holidays, and other occasions throughout the years at each others homes, Chuck E. Cheese and the bowling alley. We spent many of your birthdays at Chuck E. Cheese. Your family introduced my family to pizza with pineapple and onions. You loved to play the games there!
YOU ARE HAPPY!
You liked to draw! One time you came over to the house with a poster board as big as you. You and Danielle drew and colored on it all day and gave it to Mr. Dan. You were always thinking of others's feelings! We still have that poster board some 5 years later. I always had your art work on the refrigerator next to Danielle's.
YOU ARE AN ARTIST!
I remember one time after your mom came back from the Philippine; she brought back a traditional Philipina Dress Shirt for your dad and you! Your dad was so proud how you looked in your matching shirts he had to bring you over for us to see.
YOU ARE HANDSOME!
In May 2005, I found out that I was pregnant again. When I found out it was a boy, you would pat my tummy and ask, "A boy like me, Ms. Debbie?" I would answer, "Yes, JR, I hope just like you!" I would tell your mom I prayed he would be handsome and sweet like you!
YOU ARE SWEET!
JR, you were always at your dad's side. Dan showed Ruel how to lay wood flooring. You were there taking note and asking to help!
YOU ARE A HELPER!
IN 2005, your dad had to find another job. We prayed that he would find something in the area. He eventually found something in Charleston. He would drive an hour each way. Then your parents told us they were moving to Summerville. Danielle cried for days. She said that her 1st best friend of her life is moving away. The day after you moved, she headed right out the door saying, " I am going to JR's." The door opened immediately. "That's right! The do not live there anymore." I jokingly told you that I was keeping you to live with me. I could not imagine my life without you and your family!
YOU ARE PRECIOUS!
Eunice, I have always called her that, called me about 3:30 on July 16,2008. She said, "Ms. Debbie, I have somthing to tell you. JR is gone!" I did not understand. She told me of the asthma attack and the hospital trip. I havenever cried so much in my life. We drove to Summerville to with you parents that night! I have continued to cry for many reasons; your parent's loss, your family's loss, your church, when I look at pictures of you and your precious smile, and trying to this letter to you!
1 John 11:4, it tells us: " Sickness well not end in death! No, it it for God's glory so that God's Son may be glorified.." I know our awesome God has his plans. They may not be what we have envisioned or though! I know one day that we will be reunited with you in heaven. Your parents and sisters will be able to hold you and kiss you again! Until then, JR, we have our precious memories of you to fill our sorrowful hearts!
We love you and will miss you very much!
Deborah Dreher and Family